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"The night forgives, and the day forgets."Polaris - Creatures of Habit, from the album The Death of Me- Published on
"I spent a lifetime lost, a generation of letting go."ILLENIUM - Back to You, from the self-titled album ILLENIUM- Published on
"One mutilation under God."Motionless In White - Slaughterhouse, from the album Scoring The End Of The World- Published on
- Personal Reflection - 2024 felt like a year where the musician in me really started to take shape. In the aftermath of last year's a-record-a-day project, I stepped into the year with such an expanded horizon that there was no longer any resistance in exploring music. Without the regiment of last year's listening, I fell into a very comfortable non-rhythm of discovery. I still kept track of upcoming releases, so it was almost guaranteed that I would be listening to new albums every Friday, but I would also spontaneously dive into records in my backlog, at times listening to up to five new albums in a day. Again, still very much a core kid, but I have found myself to be quite fond of certain softer genres, some that I didn't expect. I'm warming up quite strongly to country music, courtesy of Zach Bryan, which I'll say is the biggest surprise, but there's also genres like the folktronica of Yaelokre, the shoegaze of Deafheaven, the synth-pop of Magdalena Bay and the indie folk of Novo Amor. And as far as underground music goes, this year has been the deep dive. All credit has to go to @outsidenoise444 on Instagram, which is where I've gotten just about all of the recommendations from. I don't expect most of them to captivate me, but it's such a joy to actually find something worth listening to every now and then from these underground cuts. The haunting beauty of Yara Asmar's Stuttering Music, the dubstep bangers from zeroth's this won't be my grave, the hypnotic loops of Christtt's WWW, the post-hardcore grit of SENTRIES' Snow as a Metaphor for Death, the abrasive emoviolence of flowersfightforsunshine's self-titled. All of these have been such intriguing records to experience, and getting the exposure to other interpretations of what music can be has been kind of useful, to be honest. This blog did start to become a bit hard to maintain, specifically when I started university. Juggling the consistent routine of this blog and the sheer workload of my studies have proven to be a challenge, and I have definitely stumbled a bit this year. Come next year's anniversary, there's going to be some more changes to how I run this blog so that it doesn't become an issue, but I'm glad that I didn't lose the love for music at any point this year. In fact, I'd say that my love for music has hit an all-time high. I've joined a band collective in my university, and it has been such a blast. I got a new eight-string guitar just for it, and that has opened the doors for me to so many things, including a long-time dream to be able to play the plethora of metal songs that use extended-range guitars. But more importantly, immersing myself in such a musical environment, spending time with all these other people who love all different kinds of music, and getting to perform music live for the first time ever, it's been such a special year for me in music. It feels like I've learned so much as a musician that I can barely call myself a musician, much less the person I was a year or two ago. There's so much I've yet to learn, and it's so exciting. Sometimes I worry there'll be less to say as time goes on, but I've realised I'll always find new things to talk about. Music keeps evolving and I have been taken by surprise, time and time again, by how much amazing music keeps coming into this world. And even if in some impossibility, new music ceases to be the goldmine that it is, there is an eternity of great music that has already been released that I'll never be able to make a dent in. In that, I've realised that my main priority now is making sure I'm saying stuff worth saying, and I'm planning to be a bit more picky with my posts, and to say less when I don't feel the need to say more. Broadening my genres is a big help too, because I've found myself saying a lot of similar things when I talk about releases in the same genre (metalcore being the biggest victim). I'm particularly stoked to get into the next year of music, not just because of the expanded horizons and the releases that are already in sight, but also because I feel like I've hit a very optimal stride when it comes to experiencing and documenting my music journey. The systems that I started putting together last year to help me keep track of my music listening has been refined to a point where it feels seamless, almost frictionless to my lifestyle, which makes it all the more fun writing all these posts and making all these lists. And at the end of the day, it's the fun that matters the most. It's what has me so ready to end the year and get to do it all over again.(Hover to show lists)
- Spotify Wrapped tl;dr - Minutes Listened: 144,230 Top Artist: Every Time I Die Top Song: The Plot In You - Closure - Favourite artist discoveries - 1. Caligula's Horse 2. Novo Amor 3. Disembodied Tyrant 4. Alcest 5. Counterparts - Favourite record discovery (that isn't from 2024) - Periphery - Periphery IV: HAIL STAN - Favourite artwork - Boundaries - Death Is Little More - Most ridiculously heavy song - Boundaries - Like Petals From A Stem - Best short song (<2 mins) [NEW] - Knocked Loose - Moss Covers All - Best long song (>7 mins) [NEW] - Caligula's Horse - Mute - Silliest song - Smosh, bbno$ - Submissive & Breedable - Best song title - Fire-Toolz - To every squirrel who has ever been hit by a car, I'm sorry and I love you. (feat. Nylist and Lipsticism) - Top 10 lyrics - 10. "The ghost rots away in the embrace of its own gaze" - coelacanth, glass beach 9. "And we believe this isn't all we were made for" - Lie Between The Lines, Better Lovers 8. "It's like a car I can't uncrash" - Head Shrink, Mother Mother 7. "Lips to pray to reckless gods" - The Bog Bodies, Rabbitology 6. "Are you conscious behind the knife?" - Suffocate, Knocked Loose 5. "Worship like a man at the bottom" - Ziggurat, Eidola 4. "Alive in a lonely kind of rhythm" - Riding The Blindside, Ghost Atlas 3. "The wind and rain will force decay" - Moss Covers All, Knocked Loose 2. "I love you better when you're kept in check" - commatose, glass beach 1. "If I gotta be there, death, be on time for me" - Years On, Novo Amor - Top 10 guitar riffs - 10. Alpha Wolf - Feign (first breakdown riff) [1:55] 9. Syncatto - Smoke & Mirrors (selective thumping riff) [1:14] 8. Eidola - He Who Pulls The Strings Ties A Knot (chorus riff) [0:46] 7. Make Them Suffer - Small Town Syndrome (breakdown riff) [2:14] 6. Better Lovers - Superman Died Paralyzed (breakdown riff) [2:39] 5. Greyhaven - The Welcome Party (intro riff) [0:01] 4. While She Sleeps - TO THE FLOWERS (intro whammy riff) [0:39] 3. Like Moths To Flames - Over the Garden Wall (breakdown riff) [2:11] 2. Eidola - Ziggurat (intro/refrain riff) [0:00] 1. Caligula's Horse - Mute (the heavy riff after the third verse) [3:46] - Top 10 collaborations - 10. Darko US - Atomic Origin (feat. Garrett Russell of Silent Planet) 9. Knocked Loose - Slaughterhouse 2 (feat. Chris Motionless of Motionless In White) 8. Jeremy Zucker, Chelsea Cutler - ashes & rust 7. Bad Omens, Poppy - V.A.N. 6. BABYMETAL, Electric Callboy - RATATATA 5. Dal Av - Your Majesty (feat. Jackson Rose and Vana) 4. Boundaries - Blame's Burden (feat. Marcus Vik of Invent Animate) 3. SeeYouSpaceCowboy... - To The Dance Floor For Shelter (feat. Courtney LaPlante of Spiritbox) 2. Bring Me The Horizon - liMOusIne (feat. AURORA) 1. Knocked Loose - Suffocate (feat. Poppy) - Top 10 choruses - 10. Better Lovers - At All Times 9. Bring Me The Horizon - liMOusIne (feat. AURORA) 8. Eidola - He Who Pulls The Strings Ties A Knot 7. Like Moths To Flames - What Do We See When We Leave This Place? 6. Twenty One Pilots - Navigating 5. Banks Arcade - Self Help 4. The Plot In You - Closure 3. Novo Amor - Land Where I Land 2. Greyhaven - Sick and Lavish 1. Porter Robinson - Cheerleader - Top 10 non-chorus sections - 10. Dal Av - Your Majesty (feat. Jackson Rose and Vana) (verse 2) [1:23] 9. 156/Silence - Better Written Villain (bridge) [2:34] 8. Eidola - Kali Yuga (verse 2) [1:47] 7. Bring Me The Horizon - R.i.p. (duskCOre Remix) (bridge) [2:02] 6. Better Lovers - Lie Between The Lines (verse 1) [0:37] 5. Poppy - they're all around us (verse 2) [1:00] 4. Porter Robinson - Mona Lisa (feat. Frost Children) (bridge) [2:54] 3. Eidola - Ziggurat (intro/refrain) [0:13] 2. Highly Suspect - Melatonia (bridge) [4:32] 1. Twenty One Pilots - Oldie Station (bridge) [2:27] - Top 10 breakdowns - 10. Fit For An Autopsy - Spoils Of The Horde [3:00] 9. Greyhaven - The Welcome Party [2:54] 8. Better Lovers - Superman Died Paralyzed (final breakdown) [2:39] 7. Bring Me The Horizon - liMOusIne (feat. AURORA) [3:54] 6. Like Moths To Flames - Over the Garden Wall [2:11] 5. Knocked Loose - Moss Covers All (final breakdown) [0:38] 4. Boundaries - Darkness Shared (final breakdown) [2:54] 3. Alpha Wolf - Haunter (first breakdown) [0:58] 2. SeeYouSpaceCowboy... - To The Dance Floor For Shelter (feat. Courtney LaPlante of Spiritbox) (final breakdown) [3:48] 1. Knocked Loose - Suffocate (feat. Poppy) (final breakdown) [2:19] - Top 10 moments - 10. Dan and Tom switching harsh and clean vocals on the second verse of Bury Tomorrow - What If I Burn [1:55] 9. The little pause underneath the line “and the shit trickles down” on Fit For An Autopsy - Lower Purpose [0:20] 8. The ending of The Home Team - Turn You Off getting a lil djenty [3:03] 7. The fan vocals on Bring Me The Horizon - n/A [1:02] 6. The little piano thing in the breakdown of vianova - Mas Rapido [2:30] 5. Phil Bozeman's absolutely ridiculous breakdown callout on Whitechapel - A Visceral Retch [1:35] 4. Laufey dropping the F-bomb on Laufey - Goddess [3:49] 3. When they start gravity blasting on Galleons - Vagabond (bonus: when they do double kicks later on at the same speed) [2:20] 2. The Sans soundbite on Bring Me The Horizon - R.i.p. (duskCOre Remix) [2:07] 1. Using the same Drew Fulk (WZRD BLD) “eye for an eye” vocal take on Knocked Loose - Slaughterhouse 2 [1:48] - Top 5 EDM drops - 5. Ekorce - Reward [0:21] 4. Ray Volpe - SONG REQUEST [0:35] 3. Eliminate, Flux Pavilion - Dawn (feat. meesh) [1:07] 2. Zedd - Descensus (feat. Dora Jar and Mesto) [0:30] 1. Oddprophet - Aztec Death Whistle [1:03] - Top 5 emotional songs - 5. Boundaries - Blame's Burden (feat. Marcus Vik of Invent Animate) 4. Delta Sleep - Sunchaser 3. Porter Robinson - Cheerleader 2. While She Sleeps - TO THE FLOWERS 1. Twenty One Pilots - Oldies Station - Top 5 guitar solos - 5. NOVELISTS - Okapi 4. BOI WHAT - Funeral of an Antihero 3. Better Lovers - Deliver Us From Life 2. Boundaries - Death Is Little More 1. While She Sleeps - TO THE FLOWERS - Top 5 instrumental songs - 5. Consider the Source - Mouthbreather 4. Nik Nocturnal, Paula Carregosa - Upside Down 3. Syncatto - Smoke & Mirrors 2. Marcin - Classical Dragon (feat. Tim Henson of Polyphia) 1. Night Verses - Plague Dancer - Top 3 breakdown noises [NEW] - 3. Knocked Loose - The Calm That Keeps You Awake *barks* 2. Kublai Khan TX - Antpile 2 “TWO” 1. Knocked Loose - Blinding Faith “ouuoue” - Top 3 connected tracks [NEW] - 3. boundaries: Darkness Shared + Like Petals From A Stem 2. Knocked Loose: Moss Covers All + Take Me Home 1. Caligula's Horse: Charcoal Grace I-IV - Top 5 three-song runs [NEW] - 5. Delta Sleep: Slow Burn → The Distance → Toe Stepper 4. Better Lovers: Superman Died Paralyzed → At All Times → Love As An Act Of Rebellion 3. Boundaries: Turning Hate Into Rage → Darkness Shared → Like Petals From A Stem 2. Bring Me The Horizon: Kool-Aid → Top 10 staTues tHat CriEd bloOd → liMOusIne 1. Alpha Wolf: Mangekyō → A Terrible Day For Rain → Feign Oddities of the year: Alcest - Les Chants de l'Aurore (Blackgaze) ANJING - 安静 (Partygrind) Ben Quad - Ephemera (Midwest Screamo) Chat Pile - Cool World (Sludge Metal) Earthists. - HYPERMETAL (Japancore) Full Of Hell, Andrew Nolan - Scraping The Divine (Experimental Noise) Godspeed You! Black Emperor - “NO TITLE AS OF 13 FEBRUARY 2024 28,340 DEAD” (Post-rock) Gradience - Ironsight (Blackened Rap Metal) Melt-Banana - 3+5 (Noise Rock) Mirar - Mare (Neoclassical Thall) Nails - Every Bridge Burning (Powerviolence/Grindcore) Rob Scallon - Crowded Rooms (Midwestern Emo Metal) The God Awful Truth - All That Dark & All That Cold (Mathcore) Thou - Umbilical (Doom Metal) Yaelokre - Hayfields (Cryptid Indie Folk) ZOMBIESHARK! - Die Laughing. (Cybergrind) Great music videos: Architects - Whiplash Better Lovers - The Flowering Bring Me The Horizon - Top 10 staTues tHat CriEd bloOd Counterparts - A Martyr Left Alive / No Lamb Was Lost Dance Gavin Dance - Speed Demon & Straight From The Heart Knocked Loose - Blinding Faith Knocked Loose - Don't Reach For Me Knocked Loose - Suffocate (feat. Poppy) Linkin Park - The Emptiness Machine NOVELISTS - Okapi Porter Robinson - Cheerleader Shokran - Imhotep: The Falcon of Gold While She Sleeps - TO THE FLOWERS Great covers: Gojira - Mea Culpa (Ah! Ça ira!) (feat. Marina Viotti and Victor Le Masne) (French Revolution Song metal rendition) Marcin - Clair de lune (Claude Debussy cover) Marcin - Cry Me a River (Justin Timberlake cover) Marcin - Heart-Shaped Box (Nirvana cover) Marcin - Nardis (Miles Davis cover) Marcin - Requiem (Mozart cover) Marcin - Smooth Operator (Sade cover) Nik Nocturnal, Hungry Lights - The Emptiness Machine (Linkin Park cover) Pierce The Veil - Karma Police (Radiohead cover) Set It Off - Points of Authority (Linkin Park cover) Will Ramos, Nik Nocturnal - Chokehold (Sleep Token cover) Will Ramos, Nik Nocturnal - Rain (Sleep Token cover) Will Ramos, Nik Nocturnal - Top 10 staTues tHat CriEd bloOd (Bring Me The Horizon cover) '68 - Intergalactic (Beastie Boys cover) Great artist/band debuts: A Knight Under Maria's Altar ANJING Cigarette Smoke cloudyfield Eden Eyes Emma Harner GAI 荄 Gradience House of Protection Killing of a Sacred Deer mourn OBEYER Retail Drugs Seven Hours After Violet Shallowater silverlake murder The Barbarians of California The cost Thoughts In The Mind Of God Yaelokre Yew Great comebacks: If I Die First Linkin Park Melt-Banana Nails Opeth Touché Amoré Zedd- Published on
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"Is it the knife or the pen that you need?"The Callous Daoboys - Designer Shroud of Turin, from the EP God Smiles Upon The Callous Daoboys- Published on
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"I got what I came for afterlives ago."Every Time I Die - White Void, from the album Radical- Published on
"Coalescing all our favourite evenings."Novo Amor - First Place, from the album Collapse List- Published on
"I see you lying next to me, with words I thought I'd never speak."My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words, from the album The Black Parade